Have you ever had a weird itch that you can’t explain? A general itch in life that you just don’t know how to scratch? No, dude. Not like the rash on your ass. Or the sunburn from the moronic decision you made to not applying sunblock because it “inhibits tanning”. It’s a figurative itch, a restlessness if you will. A need to contribute. Or maybe state your opinions in a world that’s busy covering its ears? Or a world where everyone’s just plain screaming and the madness just won’t seem to end? AND ISN’T IT ABSOLUTELY FU*KING FRUSTRATING?!!
That’s what I feel like. I feel like I’m living in both of these worlds, where you either screech your dumb*ss guts out, and/or cover your ears to opinions you simply don’t like, even if they are factual. I do feel like being one of the screaming ones, but 1) I have severe social anxiety and barely even know how to raise my voice and 2) I know it doesn’t solve anything. So instead I have decided, for the umpteenth time, to write it out instead. I don’t know who’ll read it and to a certain degree I don’t care (lol jk, social anxiety makes you care SO MUCH)
Yeah, I don’t know about you but I feel like that was a horribly negative way of starting this whole writing-thing. Typical, innit?
So, aaaaaanyways. It’s just past 8 AM and I have not slept for a minute, and as we all know THAT’S WHEN AAAAALL THE INSPIRATION AND AMAZING LIFE DECISIONS PRACTICALLY SPROUT FROM THE GROUND FASTER THAN THAT ONE ANNOYING WEED IN YOUR GARDEN THAT YOU SWEAR YOU KILLED 50 TIMES, YET SOMEHOW IT’S STILL MULTIPLYING.
You know what? I’m gonna get some sleep. I’ll update you on the motivation when I wake up. This was a weird first post. Somehow I have a feeling that this isn’t the last time either.
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Loved this post! Can’t wait to see your next one 🙂
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