Challenging Myself

Hey again y’all. The past weeks I’ve written several posts that are still stuck in “drafts”. I’ve been going back and forth trying to decide whether or not to post them, and for now I’ve decided I won’t. They were mostly rants about Covid-19, and I’ve come to realize that for my own sake and everyone else’s I don’t need to write excessively about that topic. I am scared and angry, and take it extremely seriously, which might make for a biased view, and I also feel like I need to do other things to get my mind off it more.

Covid-19 or not, I’ve struggled significantly with low energy and no motivation for a while, which is painfully obvious if you scroll through this site. I’ve now been looking for inspiration so that I can write more and keep this place going. I think that will be good for me, and hopefully I’ll also write and share something y’all can find useful or entertaining. I came over a 30 Day Blog Challenge that seemed interesting that would also put some pressure on me to publish at least one post a day. I think I need some pressure and some kind of routine these days, and I feel like this was a good way to keep it at a bare minimum and allow for room to gradually step it up along the way.

This was literally the first one that popped up on Google, so with me having no motivation to keep scrolling through what would probably have been an ocean of “inspiration” I “obviously” went with this one. It also seemed fun, and I obviously wouldn’t have gone with it if it didn’t seem interesting. Some of these seem hard and make me really insecure, but for once I’m gonna try to put my mind off those and focus on one day at a time. Yikes, I’m having second thoughts here… Gods be with me.


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